Wave Tianya watched all this from a distance like a bystander at this time, but he couldn’t remember this scene himself. He couldn’t remember when he sent a doll to Xia Shimei, and he didn’t remember when Xia Shimei cried so much, as if he remembered Xia Hua’s brilliant flowery smile filled with dimples of sunshine in March.
As time goes by, the scenes of his growth are presented one after another. He is like a third party, watching’ him’ grow up slowly and feeling that his young heart is getting old.
What’s that like?
It’s like this sad method that people can’t cry in this world. Even if they explain it, people won’t understand it. It will never change like the wind, and snowflakes will quietly deposit in their hearts at night.
Things have changed, and he just looked at this bustling and lonely world like a passer-by, and went to Qiu Lai for many days, as if everything had gone away from him and he had forgotten himself.
Suddenly a voice said slowly, "The so-called life is not a process of continuous loss. Some precious things will slip from your hands one by one like a comb, and instead fall into your hands. Some worthless spirits, hopes, dreams, ideals, beliefs and meanings, or people you love and hate, will quietly disappear from your side one by one."
As soon as the words fall, I feel the sudden change in my eyes.
Chapter ninety-three In the attic
The whole world becomes strange and full of gloom.
He looked up at the sky, the sun and the moon, but the light was scattered by the law
A huge round black sphere is floating in the sky, and the flowing clouds of mountains, rivers and lakes can be seen faintly.
It seems that the brilliance of the sun and the moon has been absorbed by it, and the whole world has been turned into dusk after being in the world.
It’s sad but very depressing.
Wandering all the time, walking through the Woods, walking through the grass, walking through the dry river and walking through the deserted desert, as if he would never be thirsty, hungry and tired in this dreamland.
Suddenly, he found that there was no night in this world, and it was always a muddy scene during the day. It was a scene that made people feel more beautiful and sad at first glance, but it never changed. Then it made him feel like he wanted to escape from here, but his heart never stopped, but he was more and more surprised that he had never met a person, a family, a village or a city.
He wondered if he was still in the same world, and then he ran around like crazy, hoping to find a place that made him feel a little familiar.
So I don’t know how long it took him to finally fall down this lonely and quiet world, which was defeated by strange uneasiness from his heart.
If you lose hope, will there be something to support you to persist?
It began to drizzle, and the waves broke out all over the world. A tingle reached out to pick up the cold touch, which made him sit up, then looked up at the dark sky and turned around to look around.
Where the hell is this? Is there such a real feeling in the fantasy?
His hands went deep into the soil and then he held a handful, and his heart beat faster and faster.
The despair in his eyes grew stronger and stronger, and then he struggled to shout, "What’s going on?"
When the anxiety was over, it was as silent as death, and the drizzle brought cold, which made people unable to shake off the haze. He slowly got up and his eyes became firm, and the look in his eyes was breathtaking.
"Big Brother, help me!" A faint sound came into my ears.
Wave Tianya slowly closes his eyes as if he were enduring great suffering.
"Hey!" He opened his eyes and said, "It’s all fake."
Suddenly turned around, his arms were in an attack state and he quickly stabbed at the place where words kept ringing around him.
One breath, two breaths … Wave Tianya saw blood slowly flowing into his arm along the sleeve sword, and a man in a sky-blue robe appeared bit by bit.
Wave Tianya slowly appeared along her body and looked at it. When her eyes fell on her face, she froze.
Xia Hua is looking at him with tears on his face, raising his hand and erasing it toward his face, but he wants to touch the blink, and then she is no longer turbulent when she pours down the soil.
Wave Tianya some at a loss back a few steps eyes gawk at summer flowers pale yan like finally white come over and then rushed to hug her arms crying.
"What do you want me to see all this? What? " Wave Tianya knelt in the drizzle and shouted "Let me out, let me out"
But people answered him.
If you are destined to lose it, what will it take to keep it?
Wave Tianya touched Xia Hua’s cold face and shook her head. This dreamland is really like Ashuang’s saying that she can see the past and the future. Will she die by herself?
It seems to him that it is impossible to happen.
He warned himself that it was all false, and Ashuang made it up to lie to himself.
But this painful feeling makes him breathe.
When the drizzle stopped, Tianya picked up Xia Hua’s body and walked away from this strange world.
"Sister, I’ll find a tree blessed by gods to bury you. Don’t be afraid. I’ll be with you soon." Langtianya looked at the summer flowers in her arms and whispered.
When he knew it, he didn’t know how long he had gone and looked for it.
Finally, I found a big banyan tree that went straight to the sky on the edge of a cliff. After digging a hole, I put the summer flowers in it with tears. "I know it’s fake, but I still can’t help but feel sad. I can’t imagine losing you and I can’t accept that you will leave me. Will I come to you after I get out of this dreamland? I don’t care about everything. What’s the point of this world without you?"
After filling the earth, I looked at the cliff in a fog and waves, and jumped into my heart. I also slowly said, "I don’t want this cold world and I don’t want to cold you." Then I closed my eyes and listened to the wind whistling in my ear, revealing an expectant smile.
"Where are you? Little nephew? "
Waves at the bottom of my heart, I opened my eyes and saw the heavy fog around me, and I felt that I was constantly falling down and scratching my hands and feet, trying to stabilize my unbalanced body.
"Little menstruation? Is that you? " The waves looked around, but the white mist made him blind, which made no difference.
Suddenly, he shook his head and gave a wry smile. "Do you want to believe that you are stupid if you know it is false?"? Wake up, wake up, they are waiting for you outside. "
As soon as his voice fell, the sound rang in his ear, as if Zhu Qingqiu were beside him, and he was falling as well.
When the ripples disappear, I will see Xia Hua, who is five or six years old in red, sitting in the corner of the dining hall, secretly crying, and her lovely eyes are more charming with tears. A boy of her age walked over and handed her a puppet, Xia Hua wiped her tears and then hugged the boy and laughed.
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